chattin; Alfredd
doin; singing to S.H.E.. bummin xD
feeling; b0red

Meh~ I cbb doing work now.. since theres 'only 45mins' left till i leave for uni.. haha..  or maybe earlier..  if i decide to walk there O.o I'm glad i finished my IB journal early today ^^ before NINE ha!.. last week was so sad~ but oh wells =D  i don't know what to talk about .. coz so random LOL decided to blog out of no where~~

Oh ~ I can't wait till SATURDAY XD z0mg =D meetin Raymond LAM xD *after all those years.. he finally takes part in the TVB promotion thingy ^^ alongside with Shirley Yeung (dun mind her too ^^) and Yoyo ~ woot =] going with Chloe, Jeppy and Kai.. and maybe bi mui? O.o dono if shes coming ~ and AFTA that .. Justin Lo concert!! haha i can't wait xD .. to hear him sing live <3 i should be listenin to his songs this week eh O.o;; but i've been obssessed with S.H.E's new Album 'Let it PLAY' ~ had it looping since it released, May 11 ~ haha... 10+ days =) .. and on that note~ my Bg music atm sounds a lil Emo -.- i'm gonna change it when i 'remember' lol ~

Um, usual.. how's life? Pretty gayed up most of the time.. lately = ) Don't wanna go on about it here.. only a few individuals are aware of my problems and thats it ~ hate life sometimes = ( but oh wells.. !)#$*!)*$!)!)!)! yes anyways.. next point... er.. (i'm so random -.-)

visit www.aishiiii.co.nr !!! AISHIIII <3 We're not completely set up yet.. but a bit of advertising won't hurt neh ^_~~ .. oh mangs I'm bored.. I think I should get ready for Uni.. sigh my wardrobe is so limited = ( I wan't new clothes >__+.. i think its only my winter wardrobe thats so boring haha.. sigh ~ ah wellpz.. laters d00dettes =D

<3 clarzzy.

chattin; DING xD, alfred
doin; CHATTINGGG
feeling; happily excited

haha mangs, i haven't been this happy for SOOOO LONGGG.. i've had a GREAT WEEKEND- a GREAT Getaway ;P with my family, and really inspirational as well.. so so happy <3

i won't go into details, coz i dun wanna get bashed up for not telling people where i went xD~ coz u guys r gna get jealous etcetc. JOKES! .. anyways i'm so happy being in the position I am today =] i'm a uni student, and feel i've started walking down a path leading to success<3 and i've been truly gifted with the most beautiful people (inner & outer) thats supporting me on this journey, or perhaps i should really sayy..2 other ppl traveling together WITH me on this path ^^

aishiii<3! i've been talking to my aunt int he past 2 days, and she's given me alot of ideas/tips on how to improve.. and it seems possible to successful - NEVER GIVE  UP. - dood.. i'm not spilling out the useful advice on my blog xD.. if ya considered special, and u're interested in knowing, you can ASK me about it, otherwise i dun give a fcuk telling you about it if u're not interested ~_~;; (e.g. guys neh)

its my passion, and i'm not gonna give up ~ so if you're gonna get in my way, slow down my pace .. HMPH. i've been under some stress I guess lately, coping with uni work, and also managing aishiii, but i must say.. lots of love and many thanks to marcela and rosita for being so devoted as always! .. i feel bad most of their free time/social life = sewing time.. but i hope it will become worthwhile for them in near future.. NEAR FUTURE xD~ haha its so cool, it feels like we're made for each other man =P like each of us has some sorta connection/support... its amazing 0_0 .. we never really realised... e.g. how my aunt is like a master mind on some things... marc's mum is a PRO, and haha atong man.. connection to tailors.. and even found out where allanah hill sourced her fabrics from O___O.. i hope i do gte a chance to GO THERE, and actually check it out myself +P .. yes once again - confidential - .. i LOVEEE ALLANAH HILL, and AKIRA ISOGAWA (dood i actually went to his store in melb<3), their clothes are beautiful <3 and i love how each piece is creatively unique.. so inspiring neh ^___^

sounds very sugar coated neh? well, those words were TRULY from the heart, and yes.. healthy sugar gahah xD

boos.. gotta try complete my IB essay ASAP, so i can meet up with my girls on tuesday <3 i've got lots to tell them ^___^ ..

anyways man, i'm so tired xD dis'll dOoo .. i'm sure you guys are happy for me ^^

<3 clarzzy,
⒕lingd!ngd0ng

chattin; cowpoop x) doin; blogging, zZz feeling; tired -_-'' a month later xD~ WORLD - i'm still ALIVE i've had a REALLY busy month, i mean BUZY. o.O Uni work and manging businesses its like w0ah x) I didnt have any spare time to do things that I wanna do T.T like watch those unfinished series, and recordd.. and alot of things o_o'' sure I guess sewing is my hobby/interest but yeh time taking neh~ and I hate uni, the work anyways.. coz you cant get away not doing the hw >.< sad sad. anyways, I don;t know what to blog about.. havnet blogged for AGES .. kinda lost the touch heh. I got lots to do today actually.. coz MELBOURNE is tOMORROW!! .. and like Mum said she's gonna unexpectedly arrive -.- omg if she arrives like during my Melb stay.. my house is like a MESS .. theres threads ands crap fabrics everywhere ~__~ shiz. needa clean it up T.T;;; andd i wanna go chinatown today too >< .. lol i wanna go out, and thats like the 'only' place thats opened on Easter Sunday?? meh >_+ ok i cbb bloggin haha ~_~;; i wanna go record o.o;; OUT OF SYDNEY Mond9 - Thurs12/April x) Miss me? Call/SMS me =P

chattin; Alfred
doin; blogging, zZz
feeling; tired -_-''

man.. i hate tuesdays?! because I have International Business tutorial... lol and I have to bring the heavy textbook + casebook omfg.. thats like carrying 2 physics book -_-'' .. sadly affa, our tutor asked us to bring it >.<'' But on a brighter note, I'm really liking I.B? It's so cool to know about global issues =P I wanna start an I.B too.. xP and haha I'm so good, because I did my reading (except case study) for that was spose to be due next week.. because I read it last week =S by 'mistake' xD .. so those 30pgs are done =] I should start on my hw sooner.. I easily get 10/30 for doing an entry each week for 10 weeks, so thats pretty good.. and the other 20marks is just about quality of entries... so i can easily score a 'pass' for that assessment, which is great ^__^;;

I havee... Keson Loke - that sgporean lecturer as my Tutor ^^;; he's cool I guess.. well both my lecturers are cool, - coz theyre not agro xD but I agree with Lucy that 'Heavy Metal' lecturer (thats the direct translation of his name o.o') explains stuff better.. I guess its good coz he's taking most of the lectures =] Yes~ Lucy's in my I.B tut too~ lol she's in my Peer mentoring group =] Today I met Ju-Nee? (don't know how korean names work..) yeah she's from S.Korea~ and man Im so bad with names.. I could prolly remember 5names to faces of 26 ppl in the class >.<''

Was going to meet up with Alda for lunch, but nar.. coz she wanted to go home.. well I bumped into her anyways.. then later I joined Rissa @ Science lawn, Napat, Lawrence, Renardi and Roxanne was there too~ then laaater Erica came.. man haven't seen her since Yr6 or something? lol so it was great~ I had to wait till 1PM for my Peer mentoring.. Walked down to Law Lib with the others, and then had to walk back up to Main Lib again.. far out.. i dread all the walking in Uni -.-'' it was my 3rd library tour =] Didn't learn much though, lol sake of being there... Except we discovered 'level 9' of the library - is accessible.. but dammit we waited 15mins for the lift to go down! .. each time the lift came up.. it was like full -.-'' coz we're a big group too, and the other lift.. this service dood jst took up a whole lift -_-;; Anyways.. I'm damn tired.. walking from main library back home.. and with I.B txtbooks in my shoulder bag.. My shoulders will slowly become uneven -_-''

I just realised I have the Japanese seminar tomorrow? .. and dammit.. lol HW!! but I don't know whats due, because Marcela has my course outline =S So I should get started sooooon.. =( and dj-ing tonight too.. at some time *shrugs. just when I thought I had a night 'free'

aaaaand I'm looking forward to April =) because we're planning to go Melb ^^ Oo shopppinggg =]]~ I like the sound of the lil' designer boutiques there ^^ I wanna see~~ well I'm not sure if i'm allowed yet haha, Rosita and Alda are, and I have to convince my parents ~ I'm just looking around for good deals flights/accomodation.. and the best deal I found so far is $148 return flight. - but its to Melb Airport in Avalon?? lol wth man.. 2 airports.. I hope its not like in the rural area's or something =S I'll needa find out.. otherwise we pay extra $10 to get to Tullamarine.. which sounds lik ethe Int+Dom airport. as for accomodationg.. I THINK I found this HOTEL, that accomodates 4 ppl at no extra charges - and its $79 =O .. so its really cheap lol.. we save around $70-100 .. (intended to rent holz. appartment) SO.. the total for accom+flights = $227... final comment; i hope Marcela can come along too >.<'' P.S. I really don't mind Indo Mee x 2 a day - As long as we have different flavours each time xDD~~rofl thats like $4 on food for 4 days~ and we can just boil water at hotel and fill up bottles.. rofls ~ oh we are saving the money for shopping and sightseeing whatever.. haha .. iono my indo mee idea, just crax me up =) 

Oh well blog later.. i needa clean up my place LOL, Resta coming over to tutor Chloe lol.

P.S. AFFA I'm not DESPSERATE for a Guy to take out to a Romance movie >.<'' That can come laterrrrr~

chattin; matt , alex, jackyyy, alfred
doin; blogging, *yawnz
feeling; still sleepy =D

Mann.. i started blogging last night, but then i havent finished so i left it open till today and for some reason my maxthon closed -.- grrr.

Anyways, what to blog about?

Where have I been? lol. I guess I could say I've been busy the past week, havent been home much during the day.. only Wednesdya I got to bum at home =( Yes. making use of every minute before Uni starts, lol. It's been a pretty gay week too, why? because some people had to make it sucky >.< wasn't just one person, it was a few people >.< grrr. I'm so annoyed with some people's attitudes man.. it really stinks. Especially; when you've been close friends with them, and slowly the relationship suddenly dies.. and when they respond to you, its like they deliberately respond coldy -.-' no effort at all in the replies.. and how does the other feel? annoyed, shxt. sucha snobb. That's why, I don't bother starting convos with some people because of theyre 'cold nature', towards me anyways. So, if you wanna talk to me, be a gentleman and start the convo ~ and continue it in a good manner.. and not be an asshole =] - Why do I even care? I guess its because my sensitiveness towards words; i really can't help it. But its not hard for one to feel the coldness in a convo -.-, its like telling you to shut up and go away ~ So angry haha, but yeah not worth my emotions right now. 

Anyways, I've had a great weekend. I won't bother going in depth what happened monday-friday.. - It's O-week, pretty much it. I went like 3 days of it, joined 3 clubs: CineSoc (Film Production), CASS (Catholic Asian Students Society, Oak Tree Foundation -Make Poverty History.. Haven't really met anyone new.. except friends of friends..

The Weekend,
Yes the weekend. Went K with Gman atlast! Marc, Alda, Nelson & Chloe ~ we met up at2:30 for K.. and went for 3hours. Gman's voice is soo good man! Its really nice listening to it live, and I must comment on how much of a 'drowner' his voice is -.-, it could drown all 3 our voices together! lol intimidatedness~. Afterwards, had dinner with school friends; my usual group~ and the lads~ matt h0e and lawrence. Marc, Chloe and I walked all the way from City to like, The Rocks.. finally got to eat in Lowenbrau! Though I find it really annoying how they have to check your ID and all. The food was not bad, though abit too salty for my liking lol. We're really not fated with Lowenbrau haha, coz bad things usually happen -.- It was like pouring after dinner. We spent 30mins outside the restaurant deciding what to do next. I felt bad, coz it seems like I was stopping my friends from going to the pub/bar. simply coz I'm underage -.- oh and my sister was there too.. I really felt like leaving then =/ But yeah, we made up our mind and went K (again, for me)for another 2 hours. Now we had a 'fun time' travelling in the rain.. gettin wet.. ew =)

K was fun, lol we went crazy =]] -- blames the alcohol on site! well this group of mine usually goes crazy haha.. I feel sorry for matt h0e. . he must've got so scared haha xD wild group of girls and him being the only dood, lucky man =P Bus-sed home later, and got home like 11:30pm? yeah pretty late.. and was so tired too.. the rain really gave me a headache -.-'' which was stil there the next day!

I woke up early in the morning, went to buy ingredients to make my fish salad with.. came home prepared the food, left for the temple and camehome again and went over to napat's place.. pretty late by then.. they already ate. lol sigh -.-'' We watched Dream Girls - the movie was Ok to watch I guess but it really felt like a musical~ not a movie I'd watch twice =) but good to watch for the songs. So I've been out from 9-6pm. I'm so tired after those two days haha, and Uni today.

I feel I'm not use to some changes.. I think I still need time.. Some people seem to have changed alot during the holidays i realise, =/. Is it just me though? I sometimes feel so invincible... or I've lost some closeness with friends?? prolly my bad ~ I'm just not born with the outgoing nature, but rather stuck in a shell all my life =) don't know how to be outgoing laa! ... though I hope Uni will help out, somehow. 

Beginning of a New Journey,
Uni Today, hmm it was pretty good I guess.. cept I woke up extra early to get somethings done.. other than that 11am-6pm, sorta long hours.. and only got a total of an hour break (maybe more, coz most of my classes finished pretty early) International Business - hehe funny I got a sgporean dood lecturer~ was hard to understand him at times because of his accent o.o but yeah he doesnt use the 'la's' The course sounds pretty ok, I can live through this session lol. Have essays coming up too =( . Film Studies. oh my god, freaked out at the thought of 3.5hrs lecture. but woah didnt think of it properly.. Film Studies.. of course invovles watching films some how.. haha. Yeah 1hr lecture, but 2.5hrs to watch a movie -- every monday! We watched a movie today, 'DO THE RIGHT THING' - Spike Lee (1989). Crazy movie about Racial Discrimination and Violence. It's so annoying haha >.<;; and finally Japanese - there were like alot of fobs here -.-' and not all are 1st yr students I think.. it was only a 35min lecture, coz internet didnt work so she couldnt show us stuff online. Early finish =) at 5:35.. but hung around with Marc till 6 hehe.

Don't have class tomorrow, coz no tuts first week.. but still gotta go in for Peer mentoring =( .. Oh well... I hope the rain stops while I travel there haha >.<

I'm really tired right now, and I think I'll go back to sleep ~ even though I napped 9-11:30 lol. More sleep while its not 'so busy yet' .. I'll try to blog more if I remember.

Final Comment; Matt H0e sux =D ~ The End ^^  --- he's being too much of a devoted blogger xD makes me feel meh =P *forehead flix back.

<3 Clar